AGAIN!
Sunday, April 29, 2007 @ 2:24 PM
she's doing it again! so much for fairness and justice. its all bout favouritism and biasedness. AHH!! blaming me for sth that is not my fault! thats just blind///
my tooth aches now that ive eaten that very tough BAKUA (chinese roasted pork for cny?). ouwwie.. i dun wan my teeth to shake, whats more drop?! and i had to eat that horrifying banana that i really dislike, unlike weirdo#3, rumin. she loves it so much she eats at least one everyday! and i do not like it at all. makes your mouth feel so starchy and sticky. yucks! i ate it halfway and thats it. could not stand it any longer and so, passed it over for my mummy to finish it. hahahahahahaha! and i just discovered sth at weirdo#3's blog--- smelly fish is 156cm. heheheh.. celeste, naggy old woman and i are taller than her.. HA! in your face, rumin! (: jkjk..
anyway, i have got so much hw still untouched. esp math, did till pg 15 and im stuck. algebraaaaaaaaa... feel so frustrated right now, just staring at it. my sis introduced a test to me, i took it and i found it really true for myself. my personal profile's right below.
You want to be regarded as an exiting and interesting personality able to persuade others to comply with your beliefs and ideas. You are charming and able to influence other people who come into your sphere of influence. You like mental stimulation and you are the sort of person who is prepared to 'try anything once'. Your confidence is so much so that others are often swept away by your enthusiasm.
For some time now you have been feeling rather insecure. You are looking for - and needing - an environment that can offer you roots, stability and a position that will relieve you of excess tension and stress.
It's the old old story - I am misunderstood - my partner (be it in your private life or in business) just doesn't understand me and YOU also believe at this time that you are being completely MISUNDERSTOOD by one and all. It then obviously follows that you naturally feel inhibited and not appreciated. It is perhaps because of this belief that you feel compelled to stand back and let the rest of the world go by. As for developing a firm relationship - inwardly deep down in your subconscious mind you are wary of even trying to get close to another person because you feel that if you open up your heart and feelings you are sure to get hurt. Since you are living in a society where close relationships are the norm, you feel that there is that need to conform, but any close relationships of any magnitude that you may have tried in the past have unfortunately left you without any sense of emotional involvement.
You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.
You don't like conflict and you endeavour to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.
hope you guys had understood me more.. i shall take rumin's test another day, dun worry!
and i've gotta go do my hw alr!
oh right, i have gotta introduce the test to you guys too right? haha forgot about it. its:
http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/
BUAIZ,
Duffrawkers