TiAmo//TeQuiero//사랑해// & ILoveYou. badly.
sometimes i ask myself, why.
why do i love you so much//
why is it like that//
why am i longing for you//
its the damn worthless yearning. again.//

you have not the tiniest idea on how much i miss you. this is dreadful. is love supposed to be like that? sometimes i stare at your picture. i look back at our past. that few lovely moments. then, i wonder. why you? why are you so brave., so daring?! capturing my heart just like that, and leaving it to falter. you. youve driven me up the wall, far too many times. i just cant stand it. its too devastating for me to handle. i need my love for you to reciprocate. it just aint fair. you did this to me, yet im the one to suffer. this sucks. oh man. maybe. maybe its onesided i guess. but its too much. ive never felt this way before. its the first. everytime i see you my heart starts beating. suddenly i smile. just so naturally. no reasoning. and as if you revived my almost cold heart, i just stayed alive. why? why do this to me? youre like a pill, my ecstacy. darn. im addicted. shiat. I LOVE YOU. but what should i do? desperation&grief. i need to be happy. its that simple. hmph. yet i feel horrible. WHY..// I LOVE YOU, AARON. but it hurts so badly.

yourvoicewasthesoundtrackofmysummer;
doyouknowyoureunlikeanyother?
youllalwaysbemythunder.
youreyesarethebrightestofallthecolours;
idontwannaeverloveanother
youllalwaysbemythunder.

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YAY its holidays! haha. Actually, it's not exactly yay, cus there are tons and heaps of projects happily waiting in one corner to be done. So, WHOO~! Anyway, i've been PDP-hopping for the first few months of the year. First, it was Squash. Then, an additional Creative Writing. Next, Squash was crossed out. It became Choir. haaha. But, Choir was far too tedious. I went for one session and was totally drained out the moment I slopped onto the sofa. So, it's probably a total no no. After that, I checked out Debate. heee. Ihave a love for debating. heh. (or arguing..?) :D Anyway, I should have a future there huh. lol. yep, now's not a great time for blogging. ive got nothing. i hate empty blog posts. meaningless.

Duffrawkers.