Mixed Feelings
Saturday, July 19, 2008 @ 8:21 PM
Urghh. What's up with the govt and new ERP gantries? It's irritating just to see new and newer ones being set up even though i'm not a car owner-- a new one has been built next to FuLuShou & another beside Bugis Junction. Not that I frequent those places (or maybe just FuLuShou), but just seeing those annoying humongous metallic electronically-powered 'devices' so many times a day pisses me off completely. Now businesses at gantry-polluted areas are seriously affected as no one would want to pay just to enter, leaving them empty and others are overcrowded with vehicles, causing severe traffic jam. Wow, what a smart way to discourage people from private transport. Man, there should be other ways, right? Not like the inflation of petrol/oil prices aren't rising rapidly enough. & what's more, these gantries do not leave an impression of a technologically advanced country, nuh-uh; they are just overly-sized bulks of machines built for distraction. Soon enough, gantries would be built at streets selling the famous D24 durians. & why am i not surprised..? hmph.
ANYWAY, I SCREWED UP MY NAPFA. :( It was the most disappointing Napfa i've ever had, because apparently, i fared so much worse than past times.
The reasons I have for myself for my performance are:
1. I had a stomach upset and went to take a dump, which after that, i ran my 2.4km on an empty stomach, which means that it's easier for me to get stitches.
2. I didn't train for it, nor did i do any warm-up exercises, so obviously i couldn't perform my best.
3. I was suffering from diarrhoea on the day of 5 items, and was not in tip-top condition for me to go for the test.
4. I've grown phat-ter & heavier.
5. TJ's track is not as conducive for running as Cedar's old track, which environment is very close to nature & usually breezy.
6. Maybe Miss P*** was rather effective for a PE teacher...? :/
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Now I've finally had a taste of conflicts in school, & i call them Politics@School (do not click on this, it doesn't lead to anything). Nice name huh, lol :). I'm glad i'm not a target though, although i don't wish for anyone to be. But it's awkward sometimes, to be stuck in the middle. It's shocking to find out what someone did in the past and weird that you cannot react to it because you're not involved and everything but anyway..., whatever. I'm just not in the mood to think of it now. Yeah. Hope this would be over soon..
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Arron:
I have no idea why;
When we're far apart, I feel I know you so well, so thoroughly, that we're so close, that our souls intertwined, & we are one.
On the other hand,
When we're next to each other, I suddenly feel that you're so distant, like a dream that never came true, & reality strikes me, and I realize we really are standing right beside each other.
What is going on, someone please tell me?
I really need you here with me. :'(
The 7 things I like about you-
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's.
And when we kiss, I'm hypnotized.
You make me laugh, you make me cry;
But I guess that's both
I'll have to buy.
Your hand in mine
When we're intertwined everything's alright-
I want to be with the one I know.
And the 7th thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you, you do. Honestly, you do, & very deeply.
& what happens if the sun forgets to shine?
22/7 is gonna be a great day. :D *winks with delight*
P.S I LOVE ARRON,
Valencia.