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As I've mentioned in my previous post, I would elaborate on the hectic study life before promos, but I actually doubt I would want to relive it now, and since it has been history, I dont think it is needed now, is it?

Just received my eoy results, and it was disappointing. :/ Actually it was rather alright when I first saw it, I was quite satisfied, but i subsequently felt somehow inferior after "comparing" them with the others, and realized how horrible my results were. It was dumb, that whole period, since I never worked as hard as the others for the exams, I admit, but I always managed to scrape through, somehow. But it wasn't the case this time; I felt awful.

NO MORE HONEYMOON-ING, VALENCIA. DON'T PROCRASTINATE ANY FURTHER, YOUR FUTURE'S AT STAKE, ASSHOLE.

I feel lazy, stupid, annoyed, pissed off and probably every negative thing about myself, but this perhaps is the reaction of pure guilt, I guess. The worst, ever trait that I have is that I never fail to PROCRASTINATE, and it's something I'd love to discard. Don't wanna let myself down again, so I'm gonna call myself an asshole till I manage to overcome this thing that's been haunting me since school ever existed.

thanks, Arron. -for your voice is the only motivation for me to pull through. I'll love you till the end of time.

ANYWAY, something happy to think about would be a few beautiful fascinations I've recently fell in love with.

HILARY DUFF; Vintage Blazer Shoe!

Specially designed by HD to be auctioned off at a charity, how meaningful! This is one of the few high-heeled shoes I've ever praised beautiful! It was LOVE at first sight.

& I'm still waiting for Prince Charming to present me with Arron's necklace.

hmm, anyone? hahahaha, pfft.

Love,

Valencia.