Happy Valentine's Day / Road Run! [27Feb]
Saturday, February 14, 2009 @ 11:07 PM
It's been tiring, exhausting, torturous, and a million other adjectives that I can fish out from my utterly stressed out brain. School has been annoying(?) most of the time, and workload will only keep increasing-- something which I'm honestly really not looking forward to. But it's really friends and classmates which have been going through the same thing that really makes me feel comforted that I'm not alone. 同甘共苦 eh? Guess there's always a silver lining huh. Perhaps this is what Negative Capability means yeah. But really, it sucks to feel shitty and all screwed-up, yet there are so many other projects/assignments/problems/politics waiting to be solved. I'm surprised I haven't broken down. Valencia needs to find time to wind down, work out her life and find comfort with Arron.
But nevertheless, Happy Valentine's Day! A day to share your love, joy and reflect and kickstart meaning in your relationships with your loved ones. Also, it's the moment we have all been waiting for, Road Run Day. Tensiontensiontension, nervousnervousnervous, pressurepressurepressure, what we have all been strenously preparing for for the past few weeks. I really felt a strong, heavy responsibility to do my best for Alpha, made me super nervous and all. Gah-. The day wasn't a good one from the very start. Lost my safety pins, in search for new ones, ipod rebelling, suffered from stitches even before the race even started, stomach pangs with no perfect reason and I frickin' pricked my finger with the safety pins. & impressively, the blood flow was really quite massive. Ugh. Lucky or what, beloved friday the thirteenth. How nice. At 4.30 in the afternoon, it was neither rational, logical nor reasonable to run in the scorching heat. Sun rays beating down on me, my heart was pumping wildly. All I could do was to worry about my unbearable stitches and hope my shoes would not fall off halfway. Blasting into my ears was 动脉, then 出神入化. Then I kept reminding myself of Arron; it was quite a contradictory sensation. OH WELL. Lucky Heights was a torment, it really took lots of determination and perseverance to complete the striding part, then I just ran the rest of it. All whole 3.5km.
15th. Quite mediocre laaa. It doesn't really matter, as long as did the best of my ability, considering I was in quite a horrid condition.
Yingling and Jianle were AWESOME. Yay 2nd and 4th rawkers! The guys were great toooo! Haha :D
ALPHA VICTORS!
Really proud of Alphaaa! It was such a breakthrough, man! :D
Then I had to rush off for tuition, so I didn't stay for the prize giving ceremony. It was actually quite blast afterall! (:
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My recent fave-- really something I can relate to. Enjoy!
But nevertheless, Happy Valentine's Day! A day to share your love, joy and reflect and kickstart meaning in your relationships with your loved ones. Also, it's the moment we have all been waiting for, Road Run Day. Tensiontensiontension, nervousnervousnervous, pressurepressurepressure, what we have all been strenously preparing for for the past few weeks. I really felt a strong, heavy responsibility to do my best for Alpha, made me super nervous and all. Gah-. The day wasn't a good one from the very start. Lost my safety pins, in search for new ones, ipod rebelling, suffered from stitches even before the race even started, stomach pangs with no perfect reason and I frickin' pricked my finger with the safety pins. & impressively, the blood flow was really quite massive. Ugh. Lucky or what, beloved friday the thirteenth. How nice. At 4.30 in the afternoon, it was neither rational, logical nor reasonable to run in the scorching heat. Sun rays beating down on me, my heart was pumping wildly. All I could do was to worry about my unbearable stitches and hope my shoes would not fall off halfway. Blasting into my ears was 动脉, then 出神入化. Then I kept reminding myself of Arron; it was quite a contradictory sensation. OH WELL. Lucky Heights was a torment, it really took lots of determination and perseverance to complete the striding part, then I just ran the rest of it. All whole 3.5km.
15th. Quite mediocre laaa. It doesn't really matter, as long as did the best of my ability, considering I was in quite a horrid condition.
Yingling and Jianle were AWESOME. Yay 2nd and 4th rawkers! The guys were great toooo! Haha :D
ALPHA VICTORS!
Really proud of Alphaaa! It was such a breakthrough, man! :D
Then I had to rush off for tuition, so I didn't stay for the prize giving ceremony. It was actually quite blast afterall! (:
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My recent fave-- really something I can relate to. Enjoy!
Don't hang up,
Can we talk?
So confused
It's like im lost.
What went wrong?
What made you go?
Don't pretend you don't know
This is me
Im unchangeable
When did we
Fall apart?
Or did you lie
From the start?
When you said
Its only you
I was blind
Such a fool
Thinking we
Were unbreakable
It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?
'Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful.
Ive been told
Whats done is done
To let it go
And carry on
And deep inside
I know that's true
Im stuck in time
Im stuck on you
We were still untouchable
It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?
'Cause I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful
Wake up, wake up, wake up
Cuz im only dreaming
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my head now
Because we're much better
All together
Can't let go.
It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?
'Cause I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful
It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?
'Cause I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful
Made me unbeautiful...
Love, Duffrawkers.