& I still can't control these emotions.
Sunday, March 29, 2009 @ 2:07 PM
29 March, 3pm @ IMM.BUMMER. Utterly depressed and helpless. Fahrenheit's in Singapore, right now, at this exact moment I'm punching these hopeless alphabets onto the screen, yet I'm at home buried by the never-ending pile of assignments that can never be completed. Seemingly, justice rotted away to high heavens.
Really sucks to know your priorities at a time like this. Damn.
& it really isn't getting any better to have had only four hours of sleep, waking up at 8am to a reality I wished wasn't real, facing the cold hard truth that I won't be able to see Arron because of the heartless school homework and deadlines, while nursing terrible muscle aches which were the worst it had ever gotten, and walking with occasional sudden limpings that could have caused a bad fall. I am so thankful for this life, really. All I can do for consolation is to prop myself beside the piano and hardcore spam my brain with Ti Amo's music score and practise till I annoy the wits out of everyone in my house. To make things all better, there is everyone's beloved PE tomorrow, I've still got Math, Geog, Chinese to do, and an approximately 10-page long C.Lit notes to study for. Congrats, I'm going nuts.
Cus you were the only person capable of making me dream, imagine, hallucinate and fantasize. Only you had the power to capture my heart and touch the farthest and coldest regions of this unshaken soul. To tear and to cry. All for the you you were then, now, and in the future. Separated by time & distance; so near, yet so far.
it hurts to finally understand:
爱到脑海里有一万个你，快爆掉。这就是颠倒`
因为有你默默的爱。
& I'm Back At One.