Everytime I see anything related to you my heart stops for a second. I know this is going to be tough, trying to forget everything that happened, or rather, forget that everything that happened had a meaning, to either you or me. Those times were special, and I never once failed to think and relive those memories. But you let me down. I guess I wasn't that special or important to you to begin with. I know I might have rejected your feelings earlier on, but if the wait was far too long to you to accept, then I guess this is the furthest we can go. You aren't the only one in this world for me, my friend. I have made a decision and I'm going to carry it out. So many things have happened and my heart is now firm. I know how I'm going to approach this and what I'm going to do. I just hope my feelings can settle well eventually and soon and things will revert back to normal. Talking, laughing like normal friends. That is, if we ever get the chance to. Thanks for touching my heart and leaving it sore and helpless. It was an experience, nevertheless. These few months have been insightful. Lessons learnt and it's time to move on.