HI RTFFFFF!

No I haven't forgotten to update this space; It's just that I've been SWAMPED. >;( I know I say this every single time I type here but it really doesn't get any better... And trust me, sometimes trying to feel optimistic doesn't help to get by.. SIGH.

Exams are approaching... And school is starting to feel even more depressing and nostalgic than ever. Just had my last batch lecture for EVER on Monday. It was basically the cohort's final lecture together as a complete batch because there won't be any more of such unifying academic sessions in the future anymore.. It's also extremely saddening that after this academic year, the Year 2 community would be broken down and fragmented, with some leaving for exchange programs, some taking different modules, others having varied timetables and schedules.. Nothing is going to be the same again. I guess that's a problem that you never had to deal with, because from the start it was a rather independent individualistic kind of learning environment. That's kind of sad as well.. & I guess I appreciate being able to have this 2 years of combined learning and fostering good friendships. So I count my blessings. For now, the imminent problem is still... WHY IS MY SYLLABUS SO DIFFICULT TO GRASP!? ))))):

It's really great that you're over in the UK enjoying your life!! (: Don't get me wrong; I really am happy for you and I constantly feel that WOW you're finally living the life you truly deserve - after all these years and semesters of slogging your wits and might out, not only for your studies, but your friends and family. It's time you took a break and settle what you need for YOURSELF. Personal time, travel, leisure, luxury, and just a whole new environment to make up for all those lost moments. Importantly, I'm also glad that you do not have any examinations that you have to rack your brains and nerves about, and let the stress infect your body and guilt eat your soul every time you do something unproductive.. :S Modern day Singaporean student's life, that is. I would LOVVVVEEEE for you to fly back asap, but at the same time I feel conflicted knowing that you'll be coming home to this dog-eat-dog world T.T sighs. I guess I shouldn't portray this Lion City as such a bad place to live in...BUT that said, it definitely is a Lion's Den ): It's not a place that many can thrive in.. Recently I spotted 2 strands of white hair on my head.... These ageing woes are creeping up on me and I'm so worried.. Also, my pimples have been sprouting and my cellulite has been frowning ): I've caught this bad cough/sore throat condition thingy for the past two days as well. Everything seems to be going awry :S

But I guess ultimately that's life. Living the ups and downs...day by day. And like every other semester, I just pray and hope that the semester will wrap up soon and end on a calm, good note. Only that this semester would be slightly different - MY RTF WILL BE COMING HOMEEE~~ And I can wait patiently in anticipation for that day to come where my buffet riots will begin~  HUMPH! (: Till then...., continue food hunting across the globe my friend! Grab me a tart every now and then and that's sufficient :B

Lovesxz (: